Back In Amsterdam…

Hello Beloveds…

Im back in Amsterdam after the second teacher training day which was beautiful to be so involved with presenting the training. Lots of new….

First day back in Amsterdam and I was totally exhausted. I slept most of the afternoon and the pain in the body was intense. Yet moving around the house, going for a walk, being with others there were no shields in that. Total vulnerability and a tenderness with myself. giving to that small sweet place admist all the ‘feeling’ and being okay with everything just as it is.

This morning I have found tendencies in the field of myself, vibing for attention. Yet there being no need to go there. Such a tenderness inside taking place and even though ‘outside’ may seem to be saying all sorts of things I dont need to be moved. The energy spent on chasing my own tail of self doubt and unworthiness is being directed into a far gentler place. Bernie gave a brief satsang to the Core Group in NZ and to us here in Amsterdam and one of the things he touched on was that after such an intense retreat that that energy goes into the subconscious/unconscious and works there. That certainly explained my experience yesterday and today there is this sense of opening liberation.

I am seeing an empowerment taking place and that each step will reveal the next. Speak, enquire, engage, love.

An incredible trust is taking place inside, trusting the knowingness of this heart. Letting it move me, respond, action and not believing in the old patterning of self concern.

The new is emerging….

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